Thursday, June 16, 2016

Hardest and Worst are not Synonymous

100% honesty here.  This has been a hard year.  Probably one of the hardest years I’ve had (you probably already knew that). 

But here’s the thing….

For a while now, I have been letting hardest equal worst in my head.  I have been walking around for the last couple weeks thinking to myself that this has been a horrible year because I had to work really hard to see very little results.  I have been counting down the days until I leave because I was ready to leave this chapter of my life behind me.

Then last night….

I went out to dinner with some friends last night to celebrate my birthday and we got to talking about memorable moments.  We talked about what are our worst experiences, things we are going to miss, and our best experiences during this year.  Through this conversation, I realized that so many amazing things happened this year.  Sure there are some moments that I would not like to repeat, but there are many that I would love to go back and do again.  This year I have hiked in some beautiful places, vacationed on a volcanic island, been to the presidential house, seen the Panama Canal, jumped off a waterfall, and met some of the most amazing people. 

As I am sitting here, looking at my packed bags, I am filled with emotion because this has actually been one of the best years of my life.  I am going to miss this place more that I ever thought I would.  But more than that, I am going to miss the people here.  This place has incredible people who have made a huge impact on my life. 


Because I didn’t get to say goodbye to all of you (and because honestly, I couldn’t say this without completely breaking down in tears): Thank you.  Thank you for your hospitality, your honesty, your friendship.  I thank God for you (and internet so we can keep in touch).  Thank you for everything. 

I wish I had pictures of everybody, but here are a couple. 



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